If you are first, you are first. If you are second, you are nothing.

2009-03-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

My 500th post! (which may be my last also)

Nah seriously speaking, I will be going for the Leadership Training Camp for the 32nd Student Council of SAJC, which also means that yes, i chose Council in the end! I really hope all goes well and yes, i will attempt to be at my very best :D

So, the week has been really hectic. We have been having our MSA which also means a lot of last minute mugging. I think I've done alright though i didn't finish studying Geography D:

With 3 minutes left till 11.30 pm, actually 2, i should sign off now and enjoy my last few minutes (probably) on facebook HAHA.

2009-03-08T14:37:00.003+08:00

I just realised that i haven't blogged for almost a fortnight while conversing with my friend.

Well well well, the past two weeks have been really hectic, hasn't it? Actually, i haven't been blogging properly ever since school started. Days end around evening time and i will waste the day away upon reaching home, not a really good way to start my JC life i must say.

Anyway, just to update you all, i gave up soccer and have been running for the Student Council. Okay this may seem appalling to some of you out there but now, i am not sure whether i should continue running for Council or stick to my passion, soccer but i will make a decision in due time, in fact, by tomorrow!

Man i really don't know what to blog about. There are common tests next week and i have touched barely anything D: Coupled with the fact that i missed school on both Thursday and Friday, my hopes of getting As for both Geography and Math is going down the drain :\

I also owe so much of homework and this is mainly due to the rekindling of my computer addiction and also, yes, PROCRASTINATION, that bitch. HAHA okay it's all down to myself lah i guess :(

I shall get going already, there's SAJC band concert later at 7.30 pm and yes, I'm attending it. I am so screwed for the MSA :S

2009-03-01T23:03:00.001+08:00

Just when i was about to blog, Itunes changed to Enter Shikari - Sorry You're Not a Winner

This is not an emo post, or one to lament about what i could have done (okay maybe i'll do that unknowingly) and things like that.

Anyway, I've a 9 for my L1R5.

English-3
AMaths-1
Emaths-1
Geography-2
Combined Humanities-1
Science-1
Chinese-3

The day started with me waking up early despite sleeping at 5 as it's really tough to sleep the night before. Upon reaching school, i mingled with everyone before heading to the General Office to collect my Good Progress award, as well as clearing the arrears i owed the school.

Then Mdm Wong already gave me the gauge that i didn't do well, though i wasn't expecting 9.

Surprisingly our batch did a lot better than most of the previous batches, in fact our mean L1R5 was 10.0.

Sadly though, the results did not speak that way as many people didn't meet their expectations. Maybe we did not get 10.0 after all.

Anyway upon getting my result slip, i took another 5 minutes before deciding to open it up. Looking at the alphabets, i was surprised i had a B in there, which was English. Feeling appalled, i immediately went to check out my results before finding out i had 9.

As promised, i called my mom immediately and she was shocked that i had 9, though she said she'd be there for me. Honestly i nearly teared during that short conversation.

Like they all say, the higher you aim, the better you'd achieve even if you do fail. However they also say, the higher you climb, the higher you fall, just that the latter isn't told with the former to make us dream.

Yes i dreamt, dreamt of 6 points. I dreamt of going into RJC, dreamt of getting 7 points minimum. Dreamt about this, dreamt about that.

Reality struck and my bubble burst. All of my dreams were just a facade. Maybe i aimed too high. I probably wasn't capable of achieving 6 but then i just told myself i could. Perhaps that explains the hurt i felt.

Frankly, i guess i deserved an A2 for Geography because i really became overconfident and many things happened which is too draggy to talk about anyway. And then for English. Okay it hasn't been A1 material but a B3 is really unexpected for me.

Well at least I've learnt something from this episode, though the price is really too high to pay. 9 is honestly for me, bullshit (not rubbing in at those who fared worse, no) but i guess God wanted to teach me a lesson :)

This brings me to my resolution for the year school term.

No. 1
Learn to settle for second best

The quote on my blog, "If you are first, you are first. If you are second, you are nothing." by Bill Shankly only makes things worse now though that man made this comment when it really was fact.
Second best isn't that bad actually. Imagine, i wouldn't be half as sad had i scored 7, would i?

All my life I've always wanted the best. The best clothes. The best shoes.

When i play football, i expect the my teammate to put in their very best. I don't expect mistakes. I expect to win all the time, not lose.

(continued from two days ago)

Wouldn't my life so much better if I'll settle for something simpler. Wouldn't i enjoy the a game of football better if i just play my game and let the others play theirs? After all, "it's just a game"

I guess it would be a whole lot better. And that's why i guess i got over this so soon :)

No. 2
Not be so confident/Appear confident

I don't know actually, not be so confident or not appear confident.

I typed an entire paragraph before this but thought I'd just let my case rest and be quietly confident, confident inside me and be ready to shoot others (like me) down whenever i can.

Alright alright i admit I'm overconfident at times, that I'll change but i don't think i am cocky, am i?

Maybe letting my confidence be known to myself would suffice since i suppose there aren't any positives to one being confident.

And to Jun Yao, really, i believe this episode teaches us/me about Karma and i really do believe that it exists.

No. 3
Think twice before taking any actions

Actually i think this was my resolution for 2008 and I'm glad to say that I've met it though to err is human. Thinking twice before saying or doing anything will indeed reduce the chance of erring something, really.

So i shall not go further into saying this but i hope that this will continue for the rest of 2009.

No. 4
Plan early and stick to my goals

I think this will be my last resolution for this school year. I'll be getting a really good planner, those with dates and sufficient space in it to write on and well, I'll plan!

I'll plan out my days in advance. I'll plan to find time to study for my examinations (i really hope to). I'll plan to not make any event clash. Last but not least, i plan to score 4As for my A' Levels!

Yeah big talk again but the aim of this 4th resolution is to lead me to the 4As by hook or by crook. I checked and ACJC has approximately 140 students who have 4As and above so i will make it into that small group of students if i do go into ACJC!

If you're wondering why i have this 4As goal, that is because i found this out which wanting to decide if not taking certain subjects will hinder what i can take in university.

And yeah, Oxford gives "Conditional offers for A-level students are likely to be AAA. Providing that any specific subject requirements have been met, all A-levels are approved for admissions purposes, with the exception of General Studies."

So 4 As should be enough! Won't it?

So start working towards your aim Neo Jun He! You all should too and yes, I have learned so, so much. Just too much for a lesson though :)

All the above was typed around a month and a half ago but now, i am still procrastinating. I don't even have time to do a proper post.

COME ON JUN HE!

2009-02-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

Just hum hallelujah..

2009-02-19T00:16:00.001+08:00

What's Left of Me - Nick Lachey

Watched my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
stuck in the shadow of my mistakes - yeah

(Chorus)

Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.

(Verse 2)

I've been dying inside
little by little
Nowhere to go
I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle
runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still

(Chorus)

And I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.

(Hook)

Fallin' faster
barely breathing
Give me somethin to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head

Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again

(Chorus)

Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
You can have, all that's left, (yeah, yeah, yeah) what's left of me

(Outro)

I've been dying inside you see
I'm goin outta my mind (outta my mind)
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time

Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me

I'm just runnin' in circles in my mind

Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me

Take what's left of me

2009-02-18T00:26:00.004+08:00

Here i am, as promised earlier.

Things i have discovered this week

1) I am a cyber addict! I fit into the descriptions mentioned during the cyber wellness talk. I use the computer till late hours like this. I need the computerrrrrrrrrrr oh my god :(

2) Friends are gems bestowed to us by someone above and i hope everyone who reads this treasures as many friends as they can!

Speaking about friends, i have really made a lot of them for the past few weeks! I have quite some friends in SAJC currently. I actually feel quite at home now since i am rather familiar with the surroundings and the people in it :D

Friends made elsewhere have also been plentiful. Despite being in ACJC for only 2 days, i have made a couple of friends from the awesome institution and we still keep in touch and talk online all the time! Ironic huh, i spend more time talking to some of them than to those i already know for so long D:

Then there are also friends of friends (if you get what i mean) that i know as each day passes!

Well as you can summarise, i have been making really a lot of friends these days. So many that I'm afraid that i cannot know them well individually and i may be neglecting some of them.

Okay why are we even talking about friends!

Okay after a very early ending to our lectures today, Nigel and i headed to Saint Joseph's Convent to support our dear juniors who were playing their last game against SJC! Sadly they lost 5-0 but i am sure all of them tried their very best!

For the graduating players, i really hope they have enjoyed their years in Anderson Badminton Team, just like me, and everyone else who had been in ABT before us!

Alright, we followed the team back to Anderson Secondary and had dinner there. Really long time since we've dined there. I reached home around 8.30 pm and realised that it was my brother's birthday as my family were having his cake at the dining table.

I went to jog (after eating the cake duh HAHA) soon after as the urge to do so came to me suddenly!

Anyway i was supposed to study Economics but again, i procrastinated and here i am, still online at 00.38 am :( I really have been procrastinating so much these days that i am really pissed with myself! One of my biggest aims this year is to NOT procrastinate any more but looking at the current situation, i really doubt that it's possible.

Which brings me to the point, i didn't feel happy at all in school yesterday! Not sad but just not happy! I really have no idea why i am not happy at all because i am supposed to be D:

The Heart Never Lies - McFly

Some people laugh,
And some people cry,
And some people live,
And some people die,
And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire

[Chorus]
But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhooh
Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoooooaaahhoooh

Another year over,
And we're still together,
It's not always easy,
But I'm here forever,

[Chorus]
Yeah, we are the lovers,
I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Cause the heart never lies, yeah,
Cause the heart never lies

2009-02-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Okay i know i haven't been updating since God knows when but i promise i will do it soon!

Okay just a short update. The 6 of us from Vina's tuition group went over to her place for a steamboat dinner, as promised by her if we have 12 A1s.

If I'm not wrong, i gained 2 kg after the dinner. Shows you how much i ate ah, and i don't think i ate the most HAHA.

2009-02-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

Day and night i ponder, if i have made the wrong choice then as i am already missing you so dearly.

I love you and you are a part of me already :(

2009-02-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

I will blog properly soon but to summarise my week, i fell in love in SAJC but went to ACJC instead. Now, i'm thinking of doing something stupid post.

Watch this space.

2009-01-30T08:55:00.000+08:00

One of the times in my life i am wishing so hard, so, so hard..

2009-01-26T15:06:00.003+08:00

Here's wishing a happy Lunar New Year to whoever is involved.

Hope this year of the Ox will not be so

2009-01-22T01:35:00.002+08:00

20/1, 2000 : Had dinner with the guys after soccer. A red-cheeked boy who had been punished by the Sun earlier decided to treat himself to $1 of otah.

20/1, 2200: Red-cheeked boy heads to the toilet for the first of many times as he senses waves of discomfort in his tummy.

21/1, 0100: Boy who now can be mistaken as drunk decides to sleep through the night with pulsating stomachaches.

21/1, 0600: Red turned green boy heads to the toilet before leaving house for work. Perhaps he also finished a toilet roll in the process.

21/1, 1700: Diarrhoea boy's life resumes half a day of normality before Mr. Stomachache strikes again for the umpteenth time.

21/1, 1800: Yet another toilet trip for the poor boy, now frustrated by all the trips to the lavatory.

21/1, 2230: Upon coming online, glad that he is supposedly free from any more trips to the emergency room, his stomach sounds the horn with a few gurgles and his legs takes him to the loo the very next minute.

22/1, 0130: With his last bit of strength, the frail and handsome and talented and smart and charismatic and cheerful boy with a bright future ahead of him (hahaha) crawls to his keyboard and keys in this post with almost no life inside him.

22/1, 0600:

2009-01-20T01:48:00.000+08:00

I need a theme to blog about! Is 'Friends' nice?

2009-01-13T01:13:00.004+08:00

2009-01-12T12:05:00.002+08:00

What if i fall and fall, into that deep dark abyss of misplaced expectations and crushed egos?

2009-01-08T02:19:00.002+08:00

Oh dear, what a long time since I've updated. I think i owe a badminton chalet update, one for Nigel's party and one for countdown which none I'm going to post since hey, this is 2009 after all!

(My third attempt to construct a paragraph)
2008 have been smooth sailing. Academically, I went from 31 points at the end of 2007 to 21 at the start of this year. And progressing from that 21 to 15 during prelims. Not awesome in the eyes of some but that's good enough for me, though i could have done a little bit better.

I still recall the day at the start of 2008 where we were given a slip of paper to write our targets for the O' Levels and our dream schools. I was afraid then, wondering if i could do well in my studies after wasting the previous three years, but the (over)confident side of me wrote in A1 for almost everything and VJC was my first choice for the schools.

No, not RJC, i didn't have the right to write that down at that point of time but hey, now I'm actually expecting to enter RJC with a hopeful raw score of 6 for my L1R5 with VJC being my second choice. Yeah such high hopes huh, can't see what'd happen if i fail to meet my expectations.

Alright enough of the academics already.

Okay, my com hanged -.-
To be continued.

2009-01-02T03:05:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates (yeah yet again), I promise i'll do up my new year resolutions tomorrow :)

2008-12-29T02:39:00.008+08:00

Hello everybody! :D

I'm Carina Faith Jimae Rebekkah Tay Sock Wee!
And I'm Jun He's long lost twin sister! So you can call me Neo Sock Wee (Liang2 Shu2 Wei1) now that I've reunited with my family. Or just Carin, for short. Weee! And yes, to that mind boggling question in all of your tiny little heads!
WE LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME!
DUH. We're flawless twins, FYI.
Except for the horrid and unbelievable fact that he's slimmed down a whole damn lot and evolving into everyone's favourite hot korean moviestar! Even the maids at home worship him D: And me? Still a humougous bulge of fat D: Yeah, I'm still recovering from the shock I had earlier, seeing him so different from the chubby photo he sent me last year. Well, upload the pictures another day perhaps!

Now kindly allow me to do a little self introduction and tell you more about my family history. You see, they sent me to the orphanage when I was four. I could still remember the heavy rain out there, yet the stale air and cold me on the wooden rocking chair. I felt hurt and unwanted ): Well, I've been adpoted twice hence my name. Okay, let me not dwell on unhappy thoughts. The most important thing now is that I've found my brother! I love my new brother! :D

Anyway, my purpose here today is to help my lazy brother update his about-to-rot blog. As you've noticed, his blog is filled with song lyrics! That's because he's running out of patience with blogger. Probably, running out of ideas as to what to blog too. The last time he really blogged was ages ago! D: Brother! You've got to get that lazy bum of yours up and about otherwise it'll revert back to its huge self. The way your bum used to be!

Okay, I'll end here! Time for our sibling bonding session! Kamsa hamnida for getting to know me. And I guess you'll be seeing more of me around here, if our dear Junnie continues being so lazy! Let's all just hope his fat hits him back ten times bigger than its original size. Ciao!

PS://I love being a Neo! Don't you? :D

2008-12-28T01:21:00.001+08:00

Do guys go through mood swings too?

2008-12-28T00:58:00.001+08:00

McFly - The heart Never Lies

Some People Laugh
Some People Cry
Some People Live
Some People Die
And Some People Run
Right into the Fire
And Some People Hide
Their Every Desire

But We Are The Lovers
If You Don’t Believe Me
Then Just Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies

Some People Fight
Some People Fall
Others Pretend
They Don’t Care At All
If You Wanna Fight
I’ll Stand Right Beside You
The Day That You Fall
I’ll Be Right Behind You

To Pick Up The Pieces
If You Don’t Believe Me
Just Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies

Woahhh x 2

Another Year Over
And Were Still Together
It’s Not Always Easy
But I’m here Forever

Yeah We Are The Lovers
I Know You Believe Me
When You Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Cause The Heart Never Lies

2008-12-25T22:18:00.001+08:00

475th post, need to update 'bout badminton chalet and Nigel's party but i'm very very tired and blogging isn't the top of my what-do-list currently, getting some rest, money and revelation is.. See you guys around.

2008-12-24T02:43:00.000+08:00

Busted - Can't Break Through

I hate when you say
That I don't blow you away
I can't break thru that way
Our friends told us

We wouldn't last for the week
I guess they think that I'm a freak
They hated my blue streak
I can't control this

Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
I don't understand
Why are you always complaining about me
You don't even know who I am

Don't think I wanna know you
I'm tired of running after you
I won't send you sorry cards
Cos I don't need to
I'm giving up and I'll never reminisce
I've found a way, I'm getting over this
I let go in every way
Cos I don't need you

I feel that it's time
For me to draw the line
(I know that I'll be fine)
Without your bitching

Cos every day I become
A little less numb
Like I don't even know you

Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
I don't understand
Why are you always complaining about me
You don't even know who I am

Don't think I wanna know you
I'm tired of running after you
I won't send you sorry cards
Cos I don't need to
I'm giving up and I'll never reminisce
I've found a way, I'm getting over this
I let go in every way
Cos I don't need you

Don't think I wanna know you
I'm tired of running after you
I won't send you sorry cards
Cos I don't need to
I'm giving up and I'll never reminisce
I've found a way, I'm getting over this
I let go in every way
Cos I don't need you

Cos I don't need you

Don't think I wanna know
I've gotta go
Before I go crazy
I let go in every way
Cos anyway
I know that you hate me (repeat 3 times)

2008-12-19T00:36:00.001+08:00

I made friends with Hazel! (Hello Jane you can check with her if you don't believe me!)

2008-12-18T23:54:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone, using the computer after a day of abstinence D:

Worked for Dad today, business wasn't that great (yeah yeah yeah because i tended to the stall) and i met up with Lynette who had to go to Downtown East for job training (how stupid!)

We went to Plaza Singapura where we had KFC together yet again, before WANTING to catch a movie but decided to spend it all on the arcade instead! $10 got us an hour of fun at the arcade, especially at the "Silent Hill" game where i died first, as i was busy saving Lynette, who obviously denied so!

We decided to walk around the mall with the remaining time and headed to Daiso and hey it's a Japanese NTUC after all! Bought a windmill sort of toy/gadget or whatever you call it and it's pretty mesmerising you know!

Oh then we headed for some pretzel binging at Auntie Anne's, first time i'm having them since resisting them twice :( Managed i get Lynette to buy the "Cinnamon Sugar Pretzel" which was good, like duh ^_^V

We parted ways soon after and i boarded the train with this babe who coincidentally took the train to Yio Chu Kang, boarded 825 and got off the same stop as me! Oh and yeah we stay pretty near each other i think ^^

Oh wait maybe i'm hallucinating D:

Oasis - Champagne Supernova

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you when we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high

2008-12-17T00:41:00.001+08:00

I know this is random but my blog counter now shows 16161!

2008-12-16T23:08:00.004+08:00

My 470th post!

Shall finally update properly for once in more than a week's time already! This past week has been really fulfilling and full of ups and downs.

I went ice skating with Dave, Lynette, Zong Han and Jane on saturday upon finishing soccer in the morning. What a let down though, only 5 people turned up for soccer >: (

Ice skating however, though only 5 people went, was much more fun! The five of us took the train to Dhoby Ghaut before taking bus 16 if i remember correctly to Kallang Leisure Park when we started to ice skate at 4.45 pm sharp!

It eventually cost me $20 for admission plus the stinky socks which i won't possibly use again D:

I was approaching Zong Han the cameraman when i suddenly slipped :S

Couple shot with dear Davey <3
They say a picture speaks a thousand words so i've just blogged quite a lot of the ice skating trip i guess!

We headed for some Rocher Beancurd but with Jun He leading the way, you can never be afraid to get lost!

We reached Bugis eventually and tried the supposedly famous Nasi Lemak which wasn't that bad after all! Had a 6.5/10 popiah there also! So we gave up and took the train to Dhoby Ghaut where i led the way but this time round, we got to the place but just had a little food since everyone's full anyway.

Reached home and caught our 2-2 draw with Hull City.

Went to work for my Dad on Sunday and the takings for the day was pretty awesome though my Dad claimed that the earnings were almost twice more before Sheng Shiong opened! Oh well.

The past few days have been boring. Went jogging at night yesterday, which i already blogged about.

Then i went to the gym with my neighbour, who called out of boredom. We ended up training at the gym for two hours, gobbling up severals treadmills and dumbbells for just $1.50 (the admission fee ^^)

Walked home and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that concludes my post.

2008-12-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

Made my day, made my day, made my day, made my day :D

2008-12-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oooh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (ohh)

2008-12-15T23:49:00.004+08:00

Got home from jogging a moment ago. Clocked almost 8 kilometres of not very intensive running but it was a good workout nevertheless.

The first time i met you

2008-12-15T00:20:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates! Realised the last time i've done so was already a week ago but then again this post won't be an update!

Hellogoodbye - Oh, It Is Love

Oh, it is love
From the first time I set my eyes up on yours
Thinking oh, is it love?

Oh dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say please do not go
But you know, oh, you know that I must
Oh say I love you so
But you know, oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days
And I'm longing to feel your embrace.
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face.
Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me
Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Your heart may long for love that is more near
So when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips onto yours
Thinking oh is it love?

2008-12-13T00:48:00.001+08:00

Created a test below the league table but above the blog counter! Seems like everyone's into friend tests today!

2008-12-13T00:28:00.003+08:00

I absolutely hate liars so why do you have to lie that you are _ _ _ / _ _ _ _ _ _ _ / _ _ _ _ _ _ _?

Just like what i think you are :)

2008-12-10T23:03:00.004+08:00

Hey there! Just realised i haven't been blogging properly for a few days already :D

Basically nothing much happened, still roaming online till late at night (not doing what you all are think i am :/)

Oh and anyway i went to work today, the inauguration of Jun He's job, i think. Hey i helped out a lot today at my dad's stall okay.. Though my aunt says that the earnings today were below average D:

Had lunch, wandered around Ang Mo Kio before meeting Deva at the library before we starting a three-hour battle with his math worksheet which he managed to complete (19/25 questions).

Left with the guys who headed for safra while i got off the bus earlier to get home and what else, eat and sleep like a pork boy!

The Academy Is... - Skeptics and True Believers

Don't be so scared,
we will not lead you on like you've been doing for weeks.
So you're selfish, and I'm sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast.
Nowhere fast. Nowhere fast.

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
'Cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?

Don't be so scared to take a second for reflection,
to take a leave of absence, see what you're made of.
So I'm selfish and you're sorry?
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast.
So who's selfish and who's sorry?

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
'Cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?

Someone, somewhere said somethings that may've sparked some sympathy,
but don't believe. Don't believe a word you've heard about me.

Don't be so scared, it's harder for me. Don't be so scared.
Don't be so scared, it's harder for me.
Don't be so scared, it's harder for me.
Don't be so scared, it's harder for me. Don't be so scared.

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
'Cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?

Someone, somewhere said somethings that may've sparked some sympathy,
but don't believe. Don't believe a word you've heard.

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
Cause I wouldn't believe you, wouldn't believe you now.
[2x]

2008-12-09T03:40:00.001+08:00

Valentine by Carol Ann Duffy

Not a red rose or a satin heart.

I give you an onion.
It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.
It promises light
like the careful undressing of love.

Here.
It will blind you with tears
like a lover.
It will make your reflection
a wobbling photo of grief.

I am trying to be truthful.

Not a cute card or a kissogram.

I give you an onion.
Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possessive and faithful
as we are,
for as long as we are.

Take it.
Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring,
if you like.

Lethal.
Its scent will cling to your fingers,
cling to your knife.

http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/carol_ann_duffy/poems/8116

Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh D:

2008-12-08T01:58:00.009+08:00

Hellos peeps!

Guess what?
I've developed a sudden fetish for twits! (God forbids but i think i've fallen in love with one! =x)

I've been racking my brains for the past (half an hour?), trying to think of what else to blog about but i'm brain-dead! All thanks to my lack of sleep these past few days, trying to stay awake just to talk to somebody -wiggles eyebrows furiously-

And i think I'm sick again D:
(p.s. panadol stays in your liver for seven years! omg.)

Okay it's 0224 and i suppose i should get my beauty sleep! :O

♥,
Ranjini's BFF ^^

an apple a day keeps the doctor away; if the doctor is cute throw the apple away! xD

2008-12-06T19:05:00.001+08:00

Should i change? Wonder if it'll do me any good.

2008-12-06T01:35:00.002+08:00

Cobra Starship - Guilty Pleasure

And i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care about my guilty pleasure for you

and i don't even know
what kinda fool you're taking me for
so you've got some brand new clothes,
you never could afford before

oh brother spare us all
we don't care anymore
we just wanna get down on the floor
you sell yourself to make it
you can dish it, but can you really take it

you're never gonna get it with nothing
cause nothing's what you got in your head
so stop pretending

[2x]
i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you
shut up cause we won't stop
and we're getting down till the sun's coming up

and i don't even read
what the papers gotta say about me
oh, no i can't believe
they take it so serious, seriously

i'm so bored, oh please don't talk anymore
shut your mouth and get down on the floor

so cynical
poor baby i can dish it cause i know how to take it

you're never gonna win em all
so fuck em if they can't take a joke
i'm just playing

[2x]
i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you
shut up cause we won't stop
and we're getting down till the sun's coming up

and maybe someday i'll believe
(maybe someday i'll believe)
that we are all apart of some bigger plan
tonight i just don't give a damn
(so shut your mouth it's time to dance)
if the world is ending, i'm throwing the party

[repeat till fade out]
and i came here to make you dance tonight
i don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you
shut up cause we won't stop
and we're getting down till the sun's coming up

2008-12-06T01:01:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody i shalln't blog about my birthday anymore since i've more, newer things to blog about!

So today, i went to have the FAMOUS :O dou hua (The Rocher Dou Hua!) and indeed, it's the most wonderful dou hua i've ever had in my life. Then, i also experienced the sensation of the nicest you tiao melting in my mouth as i chewed it yum yum! (<- sounds himbotic :S)

Lady and i walked via Bugis street, where we got some fantastic fruit juice (my favourite beverage now) for only a dollar per cup, to the flea market along Pitt St. which resides Brat pitt i heard!

Rows and rows of peddlers set up their 'booths' by laying a simple mat and displaying their wares which were going at prices you couldn't believe! Then there was this shoe shop which had a NEW F5 Adidas boots but i didn't enquire for the price since i've for to save from now on :(

Oh and i gave up the idea of buying the dream windmill i've been wanting all the time but then again i had to save so....... :(

I took a bus with Lady, with Lady's heavy bag (HAHA), to Bras Brasah Complex where i experienced, yet again, something for the first time!

Books there were going for a dollar each and i bought a _, a political book by Nixon which i doubt i'll finish and an autobiography by a one-year old (not written by a one-year old la!). We then headed to the National Library situated just a metre away where we took the escalator to very high up to enjoy the scenery before descending to read some magazines and papers before Lady got tired.

Sent Lady to her train station before taking bus back home. Was supposed to sleep but ended up trying the PS2 games i bought at the flea market :D

So i guess today was very fruitful, right Lady!

(The tag 'outing with cool people' just appeared and i don't know why!)

2008-12-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

The Academy Is.. - About A Girl

One song about a girl
Can't breathe when I'm around her
I'll wait here everyday
In case she scratch the surface
She’ll never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You’ll never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants to be loved
To be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone…

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

And yes, everything happens for a reason.

2008-12-02T21:51:00.003+08:00

Party yesterday was somewhat awesome. Presents were very memorable, unexpected and topped with a hint of sincerity, okay maybe more than a hint.

I met up with Puay Ying, Rachel, Ranjini, Deva, Kenneth and Wei An at AMK Hub around 4 pm before we went shopping for more food in NTUC.

The stuff we got came up to $100.35 and i entered the NTUC lucky draw by filling in my particulars on the receipt before dropping it into a box.

Nigel and Vivian came next and passed me a box of donuts and a helium-filled balloon before Wing Yiu and Wei Xin joined us at the train station.

So basically, everyone sort of met up before coming to my house. The house was divided to several factions with the guys playing cards together, ladies chatting at the balcony and the rest busy playing games and chatting amongst themselves.

Barbecue started at approximately 8. Oh and have i mentioned? My wonderful classmates from Mayflower Primary were here too with Yen Ping and Rachel joining our annual reunion.

Kudos to my siblings, maid, brothers and neighbours who helped to cook. The gang at the kitchen who helped to serve the hungry souls in the house also needs to be commended. Thank you all!

All hell broke loose when it was time to cut my cake at ten sharp. As expected, portions of cake were grabbed and obviously they ended up on my face.

Will continue the post tomorrow. Sorry folks.

2008-12-02T20:22:00.001+08:00

Great (?) birthday party. Many things happened but i guess i'll leave the blogging till some time later.

Just exhausted, bewildered and astonished. Need a break from reality i suppose.

2008-12-01T14:24:00.001+08:00

I love everyone who've sent me a message wishing me a happy birthday and also those who've called.

And no i don't love those who didn't >: (

2008-12-01T00:46:00.001+08:00

Here's the details.

Late afternoon, probably 5-6pm. The bbq doesnt end yeah! Theres a sleepover too. If you want it though. The last bus to reach my house EASILY is taking 825 from YCK mrt station. (the last bus stand there, near the road).

You can stop at the 4th bus stop. Its just right after Thomson Grove, the condo. Then when you get off. You look behind for the sign board. "Florissa Park" My house number is 46 by the way.

825 is a 19 sitter that can hold up to 25 people max. Its available every 7 mins during the late afternoon period so just bring yourself okay! (presents too)

You can catch bus 265, 269 at AMK central too. But you'd have to walk around 10 minutes and i've gotta explain to you where to walk and whatever la. You stop 2 stops after Catholic primary (for 265) and the stop after the market (for 269)

The above is shameless plagiarised from last year's post!

So much have happened for the past year and whenever i look back at my archives, i realised i've really grown a lot from the previous months and years.

Happy 16th birthday slut (as Deva addresses me)

2008-11-29T01:08:00.001+08:00

Picked Chinians up. Missed them terribly. Had dinner. Went home.

62+3-1=64

2008-11-28T13:47:00.003+08:00

Chinians will finally be back at 5.45 pm. Life's going to resume.

And Mei Shan, i'm very nervous currently!

Busted - Meet You There

I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
Cos I remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth
Can't handle that

And I tried to (and I tried to)
Just forget you (just forget you)
But I don't know how
If only I knew

It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Yeah

I'm sorry
If I slagged you down
I meant no harm
But when I heard the stories
I said things I didn't mean
Should have stayed calm

But sadly (sadly)
You got angry
And it breaks my heart
You're so mad at me

It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there

(I'm sorry) It's written all over your face
It's such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now,
Where do we go?
(I'm sorry) Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I should meet you there...

2008-11-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

Today is a fun day.
Fun day because it is Wednesday.
Wednesday because it is third day of the week.
Third day of the week because there are seven days in a week.
Woohoo, I am bored. And I have come to the end of my five lines trespassing ^^

P.S: I MISS JUNYAO!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!
P.P.S: Guess who I am ^^

2008-11-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

Boys Like Girls - Dance Hall Drug

Grown up- she just turned 16
Stuck in the moment
Dead at the scene
And it's on tonight
This is the life that you wanted, right?
So turn off all the lights
Dressed up just like a movie star
At all the parties, they'll know who you are
Wouldn't it be great
To be fashionably late?
So why don't you wait 'til you're sedated

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

What I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove, it's just a dance hall drug

Step in and you can lock the door
The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor
You could take a chance on finding romance
Now you're holding hands
But he's got other plans
Tick-tock, the clock is turning red
The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head
And it's too late
You feel like you're making a big mistake
You should've waited

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

What I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove, it's just a dance hall drug

Just wait, love
Show 'em what you're made of

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

Do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove, it's just a dance hall drug
Do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove,
It's just a dance hall drug.

2008-11-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

The Click Five - I Think We're Alone Now

Children behave
That's what they say when we're together
And watch how you play
They don't understand and so we're

Runnin' just as fast as we can
Holdin' on to one another's hand
Tryin' to get away into the night
And then you put your arms around me
And we tumble to the ground
And then you say

I think we're alone now
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now
The beating of our hearts
is the only sound

Look at the way
We gotta hide what we're doing
what would they say
they don't understand and so we're

Runnin' just as fast as we can
Holdin' on to one another's hand
Tryin' to get away into the night
And then you put your arms around me
And we tumble to the ground
And then you say

I think we're alone now ( alone now)
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now ( alone now)
The beating of our hearts
is the only sound

I think we're alone now
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now
The beating of our hearts
is the only sound

I think we're alone now
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now
The beating of our hearts is the only sound

I think we're alone now
I think we're alone now

I think we're alone now
There doesn't seem to be anyone around
I think we're alone now
The beating of our hearts is the only sound

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2008-11-23T22:49:00.003+08:00

Life's so boring, no thanks to the China people. A great bunch of people whom i hang out with, no matter bokana boys or whoever, left for China yesterday morning.

Vicky, Nigel, Kenneth, Mei Shan, Ranjin, Rachel, Adrian, Wei An and i camped at the airport overnight. Played memory and slacked at Macdonald's till 5+ when everyone started arriving.

I have no pictures of the day so it'd be nice if anyone could pass them to me.

Rushed over to AMK to meet up with my mates for some football before sleeping the whole afternoon upon reaching home.

Oh oh oh, how boring life is.

2008-11-21T02:04:00.005+08:00

I give up on blogging about prom! So many photos and so many things to talk about!

So anyway, today we went to have a steamboat buffet at Turf City. It was at the "Chong Pang Steamboat Buffet" or whatever which Ranjini suggested we go to after celebrating her birthday the day before.

We played soccer for the whole day before meeting 6.30 pm at AMK mrt station. After which we took a shuttle bus from Toa Payoh and finally reached the place at 8.15 pm.

We soon settled down for the dinner which was damn cool. The array of food was so inviting, albeit most of them not being that fresh.

Dinner ended at 10.15 pm. The staff there was awesome! The bill came up to $16 per person as it was a buffet. Didn't eat much though.

Some stupid photos from the dinner!

(TWIT!)

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2008-11-20T03:39:00.001+08:00

Maroon 5 - This love

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I wont say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I wont say goodbye anymore

Ill fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everythings alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know thats what you want me to do

2008-11-20T02:45:00.002+08:00

(YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!)

Sorry, not able to update as the pictures aren't with me yet. Here's a few though.

2008-11-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates, everything on the promenade will be up tomorrow!

Time for some reflection

2008-11-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

Today is sex.

2008-11-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

2008-11-09T22:12:00.005+08:00

Had a shopping trip with 4/6 people plus Deva and co.

We headed to VivoCity on Friday to shop initially but ended up in a pet shop, an arcade and binging at Carl's Jr.

Played football with Andersonians on Saturday and only 8 out of 20 turned up. Had lunch at Sumo House afterwards. Ate Katsudon for the first time since June?

Got tempted by Nigel to play at Goodspeed afterwards and ended up spending $8 >: (

Played a match again Green Team today with my fellow mates from AROSSC. Lost 6-1 so i shalln't go further into talking about the match.

2008-11-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

Orson - No Tomorrow

Let’s go to a rave and behave
like we’re tripping simply ’cause
we’re so in love

funny hat
shiny pants
all we need for some romance
go get dolled up and I’ll pick you up

there’s no line for you and me cuz tonight
we’re v.i.p.
I know somebody at the door
I see that twinkle in your eye
you shake your ass and I just die
let’s check our coats
and move out to the floor

when I’m dancing with you
tomorrow doesn’t matter
turn the music up
til the windows start to shatter
cuz you’re the only one who can get me on my feet
and I can’t even dance

look at me
silly me
I’m as happy as could be
I have a girl who thinks I rock
and tomorrow there’s no school
so let’s go drink some more red bull
and not get home til about
6 o clock

when I’m dancing with you
tomorrow doesn’t matter
turn the music up
til the windows start to shatter
cuz you’re the only one who can get me on my feet
and I can’t even dance

everybody here is staring
at the outfit that you’re wearing
love it when they check you out
cover’s only 20 bucks
and even if the dj sucks
it’s time to turn this mother out

when we’re together
when we’re together
there’s no tomorrow
there’s no tomorrow
there’s no one in the world
but you and me
just you and me
you and me

2008-11-03T20:56:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone, i'm back, after almost a week of hiatus.

Today we had ss, rather okay, though i think i wasn't prepared for it a single bit. Luckily all went well and Sri Lanka came out, with globalisation coming out as source based question. And yes i only studied these two topics.

Hopefully another A1 in the bag.

Played soccer with the guys from 3-7. Tried out the new indoors sport hall but got chased away by Major Chong and the guard later.

Continued afterwards at the basketball and we played all the way tilled 6.50 pm before we went to chill.

Next few days will be great, waiting in anticipation for the end of human geography and i guess that'll be the 'end' of the 'O' levels already :)

Oh well, see you guys around.

Yellowcard - Dear Bobbie

Dear Bobbie,
Do you remember when you were young and very pretty? I do.
I remember pleated skirts, black and white saddle shoes.
Do you remember dancing that night?
I do, I still think of you when we dance,
Although we cant jitterbug as we did then.

Do you remember when,
How long has it been?
1945 you opened my blue eyes,
To see a whole new life.

Do you remember when,
I told you this that night,
That if you're by my side,
When everyday begins,
I'll fall for you again.
I made a promise when,
I told you this that night.

I'll be fine.
When I die, then I die loving you.
It's alright, I'll be fine.
When I die then I die loving you,
Loving you, loving you.

Do you remember the times we would give up on each other and get back together.
Then we finally was married in 1949.
We drove the yellow convertible all night long.
Do you remember? I do.

Life has led us here,
Together all these years.
This house that we have made,
Holds twenty-thousand days.
And memories we've saved,
Since life has lead us here.

And I'll be fine.
Cause when I die, then I die loving you.
It's alright, I'll be fine.
Cause when I die then I die loving you,
Loving you, loving you.

I'm coming home to you,
Stepping off my shoes.
Resting in my chair.
See you standing there,
The silver in your hair.

I'm coming home to you,
When I lay tonight, when I close my eyes,
I know the sun will rise,
Here or the next life.
As long as your still mine, then its alright.

I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you

You have gray hair now,
But you're a beautiful women,
And the years have been good to both of us.
We walk slow now, but we still have each other.
The glue of love is still bonding us together.
That is what I remember. Do you remember?

Think i've posted this before already but just felt like posting this.

2008-10-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

I just lost all directions in life.

Hiatus

2008-10-28T19:31:00.003+08:00

History paper was a breeze. Was even easier than the N' levels paper Mr Yong showed us. No difficult questions came out this year ;)

Something i saw on friendster and yeah i didn't want to have relationship problems for the next five years so i decided to repost this.

EIGHTEEN

you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute

SEVENTEEN:

You look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:

When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:

You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.

FOURTEEN:

You walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN:

You feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:

When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

TEN:

You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:

When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

EIGHT:

You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

SEVEN:

They're all you think about.

SIX:

You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:

You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:

You would do anything for them!

THREE:

While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & arenowsilentlylaughingatyourself.

2008-10-27T10:35:00.003+08:00

Time to start history. Surprisingly i did not even complete Germany despite spending the whole of yesterday on it, meaning i have quite a lot of catch up to do.

Relient K - Deathbed

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

The year was nineteen forty one
I was eight years old and
Far far too young
To know that the stories
Of battles and glory
Was a tale a kind mother
Made up for her son
You see
Dad was a traveling preacher
Teaching the words of the Teacher
But mother had sworn
Went off to the war
And died there with honor
Somewhere on a beach there
But he left once to never return
Which taught me that I should unlearn
Whatever I thought a father should be
I abandoned that thought
Like he abandoned me

By forty seven I was fourteen
I'd acquired a taste for liquor and nicotine
I smoked until I threw up
Yet I still lit 'em up for thirty more years
Like a machine

So right there you have it
That one filthy habit
Is what got me where I am today

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear those sad memories
Still haunting me
So many things
I'd do again

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

I got married on my twenty first
Eight months before my wife would give birth
It's easier to be sure you love someone
When her father inquires with the barrel of a gun
The union was far from harmonious
No two people could have been more alone than us
The years would go by and she'd love someone else
And I realized I hadn't been loved yet myself

From there it's your typical spiel
Yeah if life was a highway
I was drunk at the wheel
I was helping the loose ends
All fall apart
Yeah I swear I was destined to fail
And fail from the start

I bowled about six times a week

The bottle of Beam kept the memories from me
Our marriage had taken a seven-ten split
Along with my pride the ex-wife took the kids

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear those sad memories
Still haunting me
So many things
I'd do again

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

I was so scared of Jesus
But He sought me out
Like the cancer in my lungs
That's killing me now
And I've given up hope
On the days I have left
But I cling to the hope
Of my life in the next
Then Jesus showed up
Said "Before we go"
"I thought that we might reminisce"
"See one night in your life"
"When you turned out the light"
"You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness"

You cried wolf
The tears they soaked your fur
The blood dripped from your fangs
You said, "What have I done?"
You loved that lamb
With every sinful bone
And there you wept alone
Your heart was so contrite

You said, "Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes
Sanctify this withered heart of mine
Stay with me until my life is through
And on that day please take me home with you"

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear You whisper to me,
"It's time to leave
You'll never be lonely again"

But this was my deathbed
I died there alone
When I closed my eyes tonight
You carried me home

I am the Way
Follow Me
And take My hand
And I am the Truth
Embrace Me and you'll understand
And I am the Light
And for Me you'll live again
For I am Love
I am Love
I, I am Love

2008-10-27T09:52:00.002+08:00

Hey there everyone. Really good to see so many people getting behind me against the 'rj' guy.

Live and let live, i suppose though i really have done nothing wrong. Which brings on to what i want to blog about today.

Certainly, i have the right to mention/boast/talk about my marks for the amaths paper. The effort and work i have done for the past year has equipped me with the ability to score 99 for the paper. I'm no good with words but you get my point. My effort warrants me the right to do so.

Besides, i did not was not boastful. Though i do get overconfident/confident all the time, that i admit, i did not boast about my marks. The fact that you chose to come to the blog means that you chose to read what i blog about. Okay maybe not since you don't have a choice. This is my blog, i am entitled to my views.

Thirdly, the rj guy wasn't exactly that aggressive besides posting the nonsense he did and that he will never be able to score 99 for amaths. You lot should get off his back. Seriously!

Naysayers may argue that it was boastful of me. That i did not regard people, feelings. "What about those who did badly for the test?" That's their business. They did not score for the test, who else to blame, the setters and now even me? I am definitely entitled to "Yours truly scored full marks"

In conclusion, i have no conclusion.

I'll clear the tagboard, and life resumes. Like i said, move on.

2008-10-27T09:51:00.000+08:00

yao: lol whoeva tt fker..rj or wadeva ****..juz fk off..learn to spell or something..-.-

26 Oct 08, 22:21

Randy: we got the question paper back. And his character or how he is has nothing to do with you.

26 Oct 08, 21:08

nameless: oh i see, boy, learn to be more humble.

26 Oct 08, 20:39

Jonas: Naturally we memorised the questions. We are eidetic

26 Oct 08, 18:54

nameless: just passing by...is the amath paper the o levels? how did you get the answers? or u memorised all the questions?

26 Oct 08, 17:18

uphua.benitez: if u still nid happy hor... we can settle it in a bball match... i use 1 hand!!! (:

26 Oct 08, 17:16

uphua.benitez: tsk tsk... loser, get a dictionary by your side when typing la. btw, are u veri good looking huh? if not then stop giving ur useless comments!!!

26 Oct 08, 14:55

azizan.benitez: oh yea. you sure your mama named you benitez? if not, YOU should give some respect to benitez. (:

26 Oct 08, 14:48

azizan.benitez: you sure you from rj man? your spelling's far worse than kids from raffles primary! oh come on, he aint using your mama's name. get a life.

26 Oct 08, 14:31

guangfu: LOL nice tagboard... anyway if you are not a baldy stop ****ing call yourself benitez just like what you said about small eyes??

26 Oct 08, 12:17

Randy: ill arrange a streetsoccer match with you, and ill make sure you go on your knees begging for mercy.

26 Oct 08, 12:16

Randy: And who the **** do you think you are to judge him? You are no one to him. God alone judges the worthy. So stfu, get a life and **** off. You got a problem, leave your contact.

26 Oct 08, 01:41

Randy: lol and your from RJ? this show how disgracing RJ is. Please, please, respect the choice of the blogger. You got a problem, stfu and close the browser. Grow up.

26 Oct 08, 01:39

Randy: dont disgrace yourself please thanks. go back to where you belong.

26 Oct 08, 00:56

jini.benitez: learn to spell before u tag again? thanks. <3

26 Oct 08, 00:55

jini.benitez: ohhh. wow. rj ppl are such losers? bet u poor A.H nv looked at urself in the mirror? and what 'great' students independent schools produce. btw, get ur spellings right mate. it's spelled independEnt!

2008-10-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

meishan: at least they dont teach us to go to others' blog and make a huge fuss out of nothing. ho hum i wonder who is the one "making a mountain out of a molehill" ??

25 Oct 08, 23:02

Torres: What's great about an independent* school. To think this is something that one can even use to mock others though i believe no ones feel mocked though they are not from an 'independant' school.

25 Oct 08, 23:00

Torres: Hi Mei Shan. I guess i am ugly. Torres' my alter ego where i seek solace and shelter from my hideous appearance.

25 Oct 08, 22:58

benitez: oh so anderson teachers taught you guys to be arrogant. mann, no wonder its not some independant school.

25 Oct 08, 22:56

meishan: eew so this is what rj teaches their students? i am amazed. ^^

25 Oct 08, 22:56

benitez: it's nothing wrong to be born ugly. but it's a sin if you're fugly like the fugliest pimp on earth and you actually call yourself torres. oh Lord, save the earth!

25 Oct 08, 22:55

Torres: I don't know how to continue this argument for it's gone off track now so yeah. Can you start with something again?

25 Oct 08, 22:52

benitez: it shows how much intellect our beloved Torres with diminshed eyes, magnified nose and pimplified face has. oh dear torres, godfather of a maths. kiss my ass.

25 Oct 08, 22:51

Torres: Hey there. I suppose you really are from rj. I suppose i have the right to say that, especially if i really do score full marks. Nothing wrong mate.

25 Oct 08, 22:51

benitez: you know, empty vessels makes the most noise? I can get an A1 for a maths even if i closed both eyes and attempt the paper kay! but you're like making a mountain out of a molehill

25 Oct 08, 22:49

benitez: oh stop being all cocky and arrogant. i'm from rj and i got 6 pts for my o levels. so did i get a1 but hello, i don't go around like some faggots and say "yours truly got full marks"

25 Oct 08, 22:46

fernando: pls dont use my name alrdy.pls in the name of bull****.

25 Oct 08, 22:27

Torres: Ahha you can't even spell Gerrard. Guess you're just some twat who scored 0 for your amaths. Move on..

25 Oct 08, 18:59

Gerrad: the real torres is now angry at you.he askes why of all ppl u had to choose his name.he's angry.pls apologise.

25 Oct 08, 18:58

benitez: i bet you use some gigantic thongs to pry open your eyes and read the damn question paper

25 Oct 08, 18:57

benitez: full marks? 98/99? you think anybody gives a damn? need a loudhailer? i can drive you around on my convertible and you can use those loudhailers to tell everyone your marks!

25 Oct 08, 18:56

Gerrad: yea your eyes are so small i wonder how the heck u score those goals.dun be stupid.dun call yourself torres pls

25 Oct 08, 18:55

benitez: with those disgusting eyes smaller than my asshole you better stop insulting torres

25 Oct 08, 18:55

benitez: hey you mother chucker. your tiny eyes will pop out of those damn eye sockets if you continue calling yourself torres

For the benefit of keen onlookers, cheers :)

2008-10-25T12:13:00.002+08:00

Long day ahead of me, especially with truckloads of history and physics awaiting me to touch them :(

Jason Mraz - Make It Mine

Wake up everyone
How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you

Listen to your voice
The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue
Lip and the neck will appear

I don't want to wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes, I, I'm gonna own it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes, I'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation
Requesting that it's lifting you up, up, up and away
And over to a table at the gratitude cafe

And I am finally there
And all the angels got me singing
Ah la la la, Ah la la la, Ah la la la la love this

I don't want to break before
The tour is over
I'm gonna make it mine
That's why i'm gonna own it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes, I'll make it all mine

Yes, I will make it all mine

And timing's everything
And this time, there's plenty
I am balancing
Careful and steady
And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting

Well I don't want to wait no more
No, I want to celebrate the whole world
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I'm following your joy
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I, I am open
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I, I'm gonna show it
Yeah, I'm gonna make it, it mine
Gonna make, gonna make, gonna make, gonna make it, make it mine

Yes I will make it all, make it all mine

2008-10-24T23:18:00.007+08:00

Vina's answers to Amaths paper 2.

Scored 98 or 99 for paper 2. So i guess i have 99 in total :D

P.s. Vina accidentally left out 4(ii)

2008-10-24T21:44:00.001+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close Don't Go

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

2008-10-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

Vina's answers for Amaths paper 1.

Yours truly scored full marks ^_^V

2008-10-20T22:48:00.003+08:00

The Last Goodnight - Back Where We Belong

You kiss me, kill me, push me, pull me, leave me wanting more
You keep your promises back behind the bedroom door
You hit me harder than I ever have been hit before
I don't know why

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, baby, long before I met you I was
Crazy, crazy to forget you but just
Maybe, what you see is what you get for sure
Can't take this anymore

[Chorus]
If you can feel it when it comes down
And you can see it coming around and around
If you believe this is a moment, control it
You feel it getting better, back where we belong

We keep on playing games and reaching out for something new
I'd rather walk with you than run with the other fools
Just let your body do the talking and we speak the truth
You know I do

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

It's just a feeling, taking me over
Time after time I'm losing control
You got a lot of things to give
Got a lot of life to live
It takes a little patience, baby
But things are changing, things are going to:

Baby, baby, long before I met you I was
Crazy, crazier than ever

[Chorus]

Baby, baby, long before I met you I was
Crazy, crazier than ever be my
Lady, what you see is what you get for sure
Can't take this anymore

2008-10-20T20:50:00.007+08:00

The photographs we took during the trip to Mr Kamal's Hari Raya open house.

2008-10-19T18:52:00.001+08:00

Holy shit the 'O' levels is just round the corner D:

2008-10-18T19:15:00.001+08:00

The Hush Sound - Sweet Tangerine

Rain falls, quickly wetting my hair and clothes
My cries fall upon her deaf ears more tears
Let me in, please it's cold I'm freezing out here, I miss you my dear
You're all his and I'm all yours, like it or not, I'm all you've got

Everyone will make mistakes
Without the sour the sweet wouldn't taste and...

Sweet tangerine, will you please come back to me?
Cause I don't think that these feelings are gonna leave

Light cuts through the clouds and haunts me, like bad dreams
Outside lookin' in I'm feeling lost and cold as sin
A shred of hope a little bit of sweetness - anything please, except for defeat
If I could I'd lock you up and toss out the key, it's just you and me

Everyone will make mistakes (and I know I have)
Without the sour the sweet wouldn't taste and...

Sweet tangerine, will you please come back to me?
Cause I don't think that these feelings are gonna leave (yeah, yeah)
Sweet melody, you'll be singing in your sleep
But this time you're not listening to a word I say

Crept through the curtains, as quick as the cold wind
Slowly exploring the room where you sleep
The stare of your portrait, the passing of your scent
Left me no choice but to stay

I will dissolve into the dark beneath your bed
My hands will wait for a taste of your skin

Sweet tangerine, will you please come back to me?
Cause I don't think that these feelings are gonna leave (yeah, yeah)
Sweet melody, you'll be singing in your sleep
But this time you're not listening to a word I say
A word I say

2008-10-18T18:11:00.002+08:00

O levels in 1 day, 20 hours and 18 minutes' time D:

AND I STILL PLAYED 2 GAMES OF DOTA!?!@#$!@$

Oh well..

Having a diarrhoea since yesterday. Much serious than the food poisoning around a month or so ago.

What a good time to get food poisoning huh..

Nevertheless, let's all strive hard for the O levels!

6 points!

2008-10-14T22:05:00.001+08:00

Why didn't you approach me for a _ that day?

2008-10-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

Been studying at Nee Soon South CC with the same bunch of people there everyday.

Did nothing much today except finishing half of Physics, some Geography and Math.

I'm quietly confident though I'll have to make my English an A1.

Come on Torres Neo Jun He!

The Last Goodnight - Stay Beautiful

Sunday morning at the door
You were coming back for more
We were kicking it all around
I was looking in your eyes
You thought it was justified
You said, m m m m more

[Chorus]
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, You're irresistible
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful

Poison kisses in the rain you were calling out my name
Laughing like the joke was on me

Singin.....
Ba da da ba da da
Ba da da ba da da
Ba ba ba ba da

[Chorus]

Post cards, throwing darts, side kicks and super marts
Break dance, second chance, I will run to you
Sideways, back and forth, wake up, hit the floor
Oh no, where'd you go, it will come to you
One more, day like this
One more, poison kiss
One more, hand to fist
I will run to you
Always, first in line
Always, on my mind
Always, doing fine
It will come to you

Ba da da ba da da
Ba da da ba da da
Ba ba ba ba da

Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, Your irresistible
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you

Don't stop, don't change, stay beautiful
One life, today, your irresistible
Get up, get out, stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
Don't stop, don't change, stay beautiful

Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, Is undeniable
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
All this time is waiting for you

2008-10-11T21:55:00.002+08:00

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2008-10-11T21:29:00.007+08:00

Hey hey hey!

Studying with lady today was productive (maybe)

Zong Han and Jane popped by afterwards. Studied from 1 to 8.

Some pictures from the last day of school..

Today i _ of you, but i know you certainly won't be doing the same.

2008-10-10T23:20:00.005+08:00

For everything that will put you down in the remaining days, think of something you can do after the 'O' levels.

One Republic - Someone to Save You

Patience
Took you for everything
Looked like a diamond ring
You wore it so much longer
Than made sense
Apathy in disguise
Crept on you like a spy
Hurt you in ways
You can't describe

[Bridge]
Back to the start now
I wont let you go this way now

[Chorus]
Honesty
Is what you need
It sets you free
Like someone to save you
Let it go
But hurry now
Theres undertow
And I don't want to lose you now

All right
Sit down and spill your heart
Lets start from the very start
Cause i can see by your eyes
You're wasted
Your energy comes and goes
You taking your time, you know
Nothing can change what happened, you know

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

Now
Now
Oh my
Look at your bright stars fade so
How much can you take?

[Chorus]

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na [x14]
I said to save you
Save you
Save you
Someone to save you
What you need is
Someone to save you

2008-10-04T16:14:00.002+08:00

Entered my heart and left a void in it.

I shouldn't be _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ now since it's only sixteen days to O'levels but i just had to vent it out.

Not supposed to but i cannot help it D:

2008-10-01T16:35:00.004+08:00

Am very very very very very very very very very very very very happy today that i'm going to post a

2008-09-30T17:20:00.003+08:00

Very very sorry for my lack of updates (yes i know this has been repeated many times ago)

Ironically, this will also be my last update in the weeks to come. Having gotten back our results the past week, i scored 15 for my L1R5. Not too shabby as I've improved from the 31 i had at the end of last year. Sad thing was that English was still a B while my maths didn't score A1s.

Then, today, is 20 days away from O'levels. How fast time files, doesn't it? I could still remember p.e. lessons 3 weeks ago (not because I've been losing for the past 3 weeks, though i really did), but really, it is incomprehensible how fast we're nearing the greatest examinations faced - for now at least.

Things have been smooth sailing, still enjoying life myself, catching F1 live, watching soccer with my mates and so on.

Tomorrow's Hari Raya by the way. Planning to go out to get my stuff in the afternoon.

Shall end this post with lyrics from one of the nicest songs recently. Enjoy my friends. We will get there.

The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move

2008-09-05T00:01:00.001+08:00

Jason Mraz - If It Kills Me

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It’s a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

Just received the whole of We Sing. We Dance. We Steal Things from Wei Xin. Several meaningful songs from Jason Mraz in this album.

2008-09-04T20:38:00.002+08:00

Had not been doing much for the past few days apart from playing computer games, soccer and going out.

Decided to stop playing Warcraft until the end of my O'levels and have already sworn upon my life, thus resisting the temptation to play just now.

Second last soccer session for me until the end of the O's. Last will be kick-about with my mates in Bishan Park on Saturday. Not sure how I'm going to not play soccer for the next 7 weeks but oh well, i have to prioritize.

Went shopping yesterday with Ranjini, Puay Ying, De Yuan, Zhao Hua and Zhi Wei. Took the train to Orchard, had lunch at Shaw House before going to shop at Takashimaya and Ngee Ann City. Bought a shirt from Zara while Zhi Wei and De Yuan got tees at some shop.

Ladies wanted to head to Suntec City as there was a Daniel Yam boutique there. Got their dresses while the guys slacked outside Auntie Anne's.

Used Zhao Hua's $100 counterfeit note to play a prank on others. The note looked exactly like the real one albeit the texture and some advertising on the back of it.

We placed it in front of an escalator. To our surprise, many saw the note and decided to 'take no notice' of it and walked away. However there was one lady who was in a hurry but stopped to pick it up and got pretty angry after she realized that she got pranked.

Went to the arcade to chill out after that. Ranjini nearly lost her Daniel Yam dress while playing by leaving it near the counter.

Dinner was at Marina Square and we had clay pot rice. Took the train home and was met with heavy rain. Took 86 to the next bus stop before walking 10 minutes in the rain.

Got sick today morning and missed the badminton training. Popped a panadol before sleeping, waking up only at 2 pm.

Did nothing much in front of the computer, completed my Emaths paper 1 and an Amaths paper 1.

Looking forward to soccer tomorrow!

2008-09-01T18:56:00.006+08:00

Having been eating much for the past few days.

Makes me really guilty for I've not been exercising since Friday.

Slacked today away by playing Warcraft and doing a little of my emaths paper 1. Lessons tomorrow with Mdm Wong at 8 till 11. Shopping on Wednesday!

Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat - Lucky

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my and baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh

2008-08-31T19:14:00.002+08:00

Back as promised yesterday.

Rushed through tuition work yesterday, completed emaths papers 1 and 2 and also amaths paper 1.

Took a cab to Vina's and picked up Jun Yao on the way. $3 each instead of the 1.6 km walk to the train station - i'd take the former anytime.

Finished tuition at noon and had lunch with the guys at Pepper Lunch. Decided to get a Teachers' Day present for Vina as well after someone came up with the idea.

Settled for a 'Russian-Roulette' sort of game, wrapped in up and placed it on Vina's table as we returned from lunch secretly.

Zong Han said she was happy seeing the present and knew it was from us after i wrote "From your 4 A1 students".

Reached home at three and took a nap till 5.

Had a great chat with Fiona online. Dinner time!

Liverpool against Villa at eleven, rather interesting tie.

Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett - Way Back Into Love

[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

2008-08-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

Apologies for my lack of updates for almost a month. Oh wait it has already been a month. What a long absence indeed, my longest since the birth of this blog 406 posts ago.

Life have been, tiring, draining and obviously, busy for the past month for me. Preparing for prelims. Rushing to complete my tuition homework. I even stopped playing soccer every Saturday with my friends, held the occasional 'last' soccer sessions with my fellow Andersonians.

Having said that, there is also a tinge of laziness for my hiatus the past month.

I still remember the day when i told myself that "Alright, today is 100 days away from the O'levels. I must start preparing now." Fast forward and i think it's already fifty-odd days to the biggest exams i'll ever face in my life yet.

Prelims started and ended rather quickly. Daily routine during this hectic week was to study the day before, get over and done with the papers before getting home to catch a nap and repeating the whole cycle again. Almost fell sick due to this also.

BPL has also started recently, meaning that i'd have to prioritize my stuff before watching my games without any guilt.

My usage of the computer and the Internet has also lessened this past month, insufficient time being the main reason. Finally i've gotten over my dependency over this monster which screwed my life 2 years ago.

Never mind that. My life has also been rather bad these days. Fucking bollocks have been spread about me not intentionally but thought it'd be better if these people realise that it's not nice and stop.

Caught 4Bia with Brendon and Marc at Cathay last night. Movie started at 10 and ended a little past midnight. The way we secured the NC-16 tickets was exciting as well. Apparently they were not very stringent with the regulations.

Have to say that it has been one of the scariest movies i have every watched - if not the scariest. Shall not spoil the movie for those who have not caught it yet but i'd recommend it everyone any day.

Got to go already but i promise more updates in the days to come. After all, there's a week of holidays (?) lying ahead.

Maroon 5 - Infatuation

Baby, I don’t want to spend my life on trial
For something that I did not do
And maybe if you stopped and looked around some time
I wouldn’t pass right by you

Maybe it’s because you are so insecure
Maybe your pain don’t care
Maybe it’s the chase that really gets me off
I fall so when it’s just not there

Burn another bridge, break another heart
Try again, it will only fall apart

Infatuation
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me
It’s such a shame that you shot me down
It would have been nice to be around
I’m touching your skin
If it’s only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?
I guess this must be infatuation (I want it…x7)

Try to put my finger on what burns me up
It always seems to escape me
And when you have decided that you’ve had enough
Just tell me where I need to be

Now her face is something that I never had
To ever deal with before
She left me with the feeling that she’d had enough
And I’m the one wanting more

Burn another bridge, break another heart
Try again, it will only fall apart

Infatuation
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me
It’s such a shame that you shot me down
It would have been nice to be around
I’m touching your skin
If it’s only a fancy, then why is it killing me?
And I guess this must be infatuation (I want it…x7)

I’m so attracted to you
The feeling’s mutual too
And I get scared the moment you leave
Get so hot I forget to breathe, yeh

Infatuation
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me
It’s such a shame that you shot me down
It would have been nice to be around
I’m touching your skin
If it’s only a fancy, then why is it killing me?
I guess this must be infatuation (I want it…x3)
Ooh (I want it…x6)
Ooh (I want it…x3)
Yeh… (I want it…x8)

I wonder sometimes?

2008-07-27T19:20:00.001+08:00

Coldplay - Viva la Vida

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the King!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(Ohhh)

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be King?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhh Ohhh Ohhh)

Hear Jerusalem bells are ringings
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
(Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh)

Listened to this song over a hundred times, which equates to at least 6.6833333 hours of my life.

Mrs Poh went through our results on Friday. Improvement but still weren't enough. Used to think our batch would be the one of the better performing ones in recent years..

Soccer in the morning at Bishan Park with the guys again. Joined others before the game ended with my cramp :S

Met Ranjini, Ganesh and Zhao Hua to study. Ended up only completing one paper. Caught X-Files (2.5/5) with Ranjini and Ganesh afterwards before having dinner at LJS.

Caught a fever from Ranjini and missed tuition today morning :(

2008-07-20T19:08:00.003+08:00

My first post in two weeks - if you don't consider last week's.

A word to sum up the weeks since school reopened. Think hectic.

hectic adj.1. Characterized by intense activity, confusion, or haste

How true? Extra lessons daily with the earliest ending at 4 pm. 3 Mdm Wong's maths papers weekly coupled with Vina's two renders one exhausted. Trying me very best to meet these weekly requirements though..

Anyway..

This week has been superbly eventful! Breakfast with 4/6 gang opposite daily has become a routine, strolling into the school at 7.18 am sharp. Oh and Macdonald's every Wednesday, hoping to catch Fionna on 265 sometime :$

Cheryl's 16th birthday on Thursday. She got wang wang, photo frame(s) and a Dora the Explorer's towel which i coincidentally, also happen to have :S

Siang and gang are probably gossiping about me stalking her <_<

Played soccer with Mr Najib, Mr Ang (really!), Mr Wong (not Teck Hock), Mr Chinese Guy (whose name i forget) and Mr Fadzli (sp) and the guys. Had a 8 on 9 game with them on the soccer field which we led 2-0 after 20 minutes.

Game was stopped after Mr Najib tripped over something and sprained his ankle (or dislocated from some i heard). Kinda serious it seemed.

Needed the whole SJAB to attend to him. Oh well, unfortunate.

Played soccer with my fellow Liverpudlians at Arjas yesterday morning. Mourned Daryl's last session with us before he books in on Friday -giggles

Had curry noodles with them at AMK hawker centre and it was quite awesome! Completed 3/4 of Vina's papers in the same day as well as i slept at 3 am after watching Liverpool draw 1-1 with Polish champions Wisla Krakow.

Tuition at 9. As usual, i walked 3.2 km today, to and fro from my house to YCK station. Went through last week's paper. Scored 81%! (4th among Andersonians though)

Drew exponential and ln graphs as well. I swear i was so drained by that i was (insert the worst word ever) upon finishing it.

Had lunch with Jun Yao and Zong Han. Sent my phone for repair at the SE shop nearby.

The new Variety Meal is a MUST TRY, as recommended by Torres Neo.

Consisting of one chicken, a whipped potato, a shrooms burger and 2 shrimp nuggets, i guarantee you it will be your best KFC set meal in years to come.

The highlight, was that 2 tiny nuggest. Man, i can tell you it is the nicest thing i've eaten this month.. Crispy on the outside, aromatic, delicious.

PLEASE GO AND TRY IT!

2008-07-13T16:05:00.001+08:00

THE QUESTION

The Monastery of Gaharin Al'Ilam admits only one disciple each year. When the designated time for entry comes, hundreds of young men flock before the gates of the ancient monastery, asking to be admitted.

The abbot sees each aspirant for a brief interview. It is said that he asks only one question, but no one knows what that is. Any aspirant who fails to give the correct answer is made to drink a mysterious concoction which expunges the interview from his memory. There are certain years when no one of the applicants is able to answer the abbot's question.

Bumharamin, a young man, is so zealous about entering this great monastery that he decides subject matters and holes up by himself in a cabe. He studies the history of various nations, the different branches of science, the wisdom and teachings of many religions, and the great literatures of the world. Last but not least, he memorizes the Koran and the Bible word for word!

He emerges from the cave after five years, confident that he can answer the abbot's mysterious question. When the season for accepting aspirants comes, Bumharamin is among the first to be called. He is led by a monk to the aged abbot's chambers. Seated on an elevated chair, the abbot looms over Bumharamin. The aspirant's heart beats fast with excitement as he waits for the abbot's question.

"Bumharamin," says the abbot solemnly, "ask yourself this question: 'Who am I?'"

Bumharamin gapes at the venerable old man. He cannot utter a single word because he does not know what so say. Thus. like many others before him, he is quietly led out of the monastery, never to be heard from again.

2008-07-04T23:44:00.005+08:00

A1 for Science and amaths. Just passed emaths, all thanks to that stupid careless mistake.

Kinda studied for humanities, decided to guess the topics that were tested. Left out two and it was those two that came out..

Remembered some at the back of my head so i guess i'll not fail that badly. Celebrated end of CA2 by playing soccer in school.

Played again today and we changed our sitting arrangement. I'm sitting beside Rachel the bimbo D:

Mdm Wong passed us more test papers again. Really cannot do any of them as my tuition papers already take up the whole of my weekends. Oh well :(

Yellowcard- Dear Bobbie

Dear Bobbie,
Do you remember when you were young and very pretty? I do, I remember pleated skirts, black and white sattle shoes. Do you remember dancing that night? I do, I still think of you when we dance, although we cant jitterbug as we did then.

Do you remember when
How long has it been?
1945 you opened my blue eyes
To see a whole new life

Do you remember when
I told you this that night,
That if you're by my side
When everyday begins
I'll fall for you again
I made a promise when
I told you this that night

I'll be fine
When I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
When I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you

Do you remember the times we would give up on eachother and get back together, then we finally was married in 1949. We drove the yellow convertible all night long. Do you remember? I do.

Life has led us here
Together all these years
This house that we have made
Holds twenty-thousand days
And memories we've saved
Since life has lead us here

And I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you

I'm coming home to you
Stepping off my shoes
Resting in my chair
See you standing there
The silver in your hair

I'm coming home to you
When I lay tonight, when I close my eyes
I know the sun will rise
Here the next life
As long as your still mine, then its alright

I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you

You have gray hair now but you're a beautiful women and the years have been good to both of us. We walk slow now, but we still have eachother. The glue of love is still bonding us together. That is what I remember. Do you remember?

2008-06-29T19:15:00.003+08:00

I guarantee you guys that this is uber fun.

Just don't think that it's lame :S

2008-06-29T16:21:00.002+08:00

Played soccer at Ayer Rajas yesterday with fellow Liverpudlians. Decided that that'll be the only session i play soccer from now on.

Tuition at 9 just now. Had lunch after that with Daryl, Zong Han and Jun Yao. Popiah there is wonderful, isn't it :D

Went back there to slack before leaving with Daryl at 3. Walked home from YCK mrt station.

Woohoo i walk 3.2 km every Sunday!

2008-06-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

400th post. 3rd in an hour.

Anyway it is to coincide with XL's 400th post also haha.

Tests results were okay, especially SS. Ecstatic that i actually passed ^.^V

Had KFC for lunch today before getting some component wires for $25 at Courts. Walked home with Samuel and Randy with the former bombarding me with many things i wasn't quite interested in listening to.

Tried to fix the component wires according to the TV and DVD player's manual but to no avail.

I'm hungry for soccer.

2008-06-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

"The best time to study is between yesterday and tomorrow"

Mdm Wong passed us a laminated poster of the above yesterday as O' Levels is edging closer. Around 100 days i've been told, 3 months?

The poster was to be posted on our computer monitors so that we'll stop using this squared freak until the O' Levels end - or so she hopes.

I will not stop using the computer albeit only on Friday and Saturday nights. The longer you use technology, the more you depend on it. Fact? I guess so.

"What's the point of stopping if you are not going to do something constructive with the free time instead", i often ask myself. Just like stopping soccer, as i've promised to do so after the holidays. I was actually planning to play some time soon (HAHA)

No point stopping using the computer, watching football or playing. I was thinking..

For every hour i spend on doing such things, i shall replace it with another that i'll do something related to school. (My new motto of life)

Digressing already.. I have no idea what i've just typed ^

The whole point is that the O' Levels are only 3.5 months away. Should we be getting apprehensive, worried, prepared or (insert emotion) already? I really believe so.

2008-06-27T23:01:00.005+08:00

This happened two weeks ago on 15th June, Saturday.

The Liverpool Fan Club (Singapore) had a kickabout with the Singapore Spurs Supporter Club (SSSC) at the Cage for their charity drive. Joined Manfred's team. It was a 5-a-side tournament. Round-robin format with 6 teams in the league.

We, the 'Might Reds' emerged as champions after storming through the group with 5 wins!

2008-06-21T00:33:00.003+08:00

Very, very sorry for the lack of updates. Busy week of lessons plus soccer. Oh and laziness.

Met the guys at 10 am in school today. Supposed to have a re-match against the ex-Andersonians but those bastards pang seh-ed us.

Played 8 on 8 today in school. Were losing 4-1 after the first half but somehow we won 5-4 in the end.

Went to the arcade to play that super fun shooting game before watching Get Smart with them.

Nice movie with a hawt chick acting in it :D

Gotta go, updating tomorrow again :S

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Now playing: Modest Mouse - The World At Large

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.
via FoxyTunes

2008-06-15T16:54:00.005+08:00

Badminton farewell cum barbecue was quite a disappointment. Ended up planning almost everything ourselves and cleared up the mess in the end as well.

Not many turned up, only 25. Seniors couldn't make and Daryl had to prepare for his piano exams.

Met Zong Han, Jerald, Nigel, Vivian and the 3 sec 2s at 11 am in AMK mrt station. Took the train to harbourfront and Fiona joined us as we waited for the train to HF.

Had lunch at the nearby hawker centre. Had nasi lemak as that stall had the longest queue. Ah typical Singaporean bastards.

Went to buy the necessities at Giant after that. Spent $100 bucks on everything before meeting everyone else to take the monorial to Sentosa.

Reached there at 3, found a hut to settle down before engaging in volleyball and soccer. Didn't know there were goal posts there :O

Went swimming with the help of the ball.

Started barbecue at 7.30 pm at our ol' hang out. Some left every now and then before the barbecue finally ended at 10.45 (wth)

Reached home at 12.20.

I think there's 76 photos in all.

Tata.

2008-06-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

395th post.

Beat the ex-Andersonians 3-2 yesterday. God damn exciting match with us trailing 0-1 at half time, before an inspirational team talk motivated the Andersonians into equalising via Praveen. The demon scored another before getting injured while celebrating his goal.

Left the pitch and we played 9 against 10 for 20 minutes. Jeremy equalised somehow and with seconds on the clock, Fauzi handled the ball with his arm which resulted in a free kick in our own half.

Stupidly (wow there's such a word) or rather weirdly, their whole team pushed up to attack, leaving no one in their half.

Torres took a kick free kick to release Guang Fu the gay as he was in a 1 v 1 situation against the keeper.

Coolly, he dribbled to his side and routed the keeper with us winning 3-2 ^_^V

Anyway that's not the point.

We headed to X-Zone to play some godlike shooting game and we spend $10 that machine.

Watched Portugal triumph over the Czechs till 2.

Woke up at 12 to complete Vina's vector ws (11 pages) and another chemistry paper woohoo.

Badminton barbecue tomorrow!

2008-06-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

Haven't blogged in a couple of days.

Really tiring week for me with as activities packed my past week.

VJC was a failure with Praveen and i both getting rejected. There was a tinge of biasness but i shall not go elaborating it. I must admit though, we didn't have the quality to make it to further rounds of the trial.

I don't think i have much to blog about for the past few days.

Match against ex-andersonians tomorrow. Please please please.

2008-06-06T21:32:00.001+08:00

Played soccer in school today. Brendon brought a U-16 keeper today who was rather good.

Trailed 0-5 to them in the first half before scoring 4 back with the game ending 4-7.

Scored 1 and had 3 assists. Not bad but i think i played quite badly. No stamina to last 90 minutes i guess.

Trial tomorrow at VJC, really apprehensive about it.

Crossed 100 balls with my neighbour in the park from 6-7 to i feel good about my long balls, for now.

Pros don't need luck :)